Friday, 30 December 2011

Sungguhla sangat menyentuh hati....

On 24.12.2011 i got 1 message from my old friend, Hidayah Johari via sms said "wife kawan saya, Muhammad Akram memerlukan penderma darah B-ve, baby dah lahir, lelaki...tetapi keadaan isteri dia kritikal sebab pendarahan terlalu banyak, Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab II"


1st time i got the message, i just ignore it. Ohh that's only Dayah wanna forward the msg for those who are in KB. But when i saw dayah's wall in fb, ayat dia memang sangat terdesak & his fren's wife really need blood. & i think, what if the scenario happened to my family? Mesti pada masa tu, i akan sangat risau & penuh mengharap. Dan semestinya familynya juga sangat risau ketika itu. So, I forward the message to a few of my friends. But not all responded to me. But at least, i did samething for her & pray to Allah, hoped that she will fight until the end. Memang malam tu ada niat juga nak solat hajat dekat dia, minta Allah selamatkan dia. I just dont care who she is. Memang tak pernah kenal. Hubby kawan dayah tu pun tak kenal. Tapi rasanya memang patut juga untuk mendoakan kepada orang lain. But on that time, seem semua benda macam malas nak buat. Nak zikir malas, AlQuran malas. Bangun Isyak juga late at night. Sangat mengantuk, dalam hati sahaja berdoa untuk beliau dan terus tidur. 

Tomorrow morning, i forgot about her. Just go on with my life. Had a good day to my friend's house, cooked & watched the movie. After came back from Amani's house, i opened my fb & saw the status stated that she was already died. Ya Allah, Ya Allah. it was really shocked & surprised. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat. Alfatihah. Really, if i have same kind of blood with her, i will donate. But Allah love her more & of course anything happened for the good reason.

Actually, she is the sister of Alhijrah TV's host, Amin Idris. Itupun tahu selepas puas menggodek fb & kebetulan k. Azizah aling komen di wall Amin Idris. So i started seaching about her. At Amin Idris's fb, stated the reason of her death. Memang sebab kehilangan banyak darah, so darah tak sampai ke otak & menyebabkan otak tak boleh berfungsi. Entah kenapa memang sedih. Pity the baby & her husband. But always said to myself that Allah knows the best. The baby also still in the hospital. Fight until now to live. Semoga baby kuat & menjadi anak yang soleh. Insya Allah!!!

So, kisah ni memang touching. Kisah yang benar & bukan tentang Dhia. Everyone also will return to Allah, no matter how & when. I always pray to Allah to be Muslimah Solehah & always near to HIM. Sungguhla mati itu pasti. Really scared to think about it. But it is really out of control. Apa yang boleh  dibuat adalah be more prepare to that. Tak kira hidup sampai bila, 20 tahun lagi, 100 tahun lagi or sesaat lagi, i must prepare the very best of me to return to Allah!!!

Alfatihah to her & Hopefully Allah give more patience to her family!!!Amin...



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