Sunday, 30 October 2011

Really hard to 'NGAM' aka tak ngam

Sungguh....susahnya nak ngam
Kalau boleh ngam sikit pun dah ok kot...
Sikit pun ok...
But our differences is 360 darjah...
How to be patience...
Sebab i'm so degil & keras kepala jugak...
Sebab i like to do what i like to do...But she dont like the most of i like...
This is the first time to handle this coze i'm not at home for 10 years...
Dulu still kecik & kanan2 ribena, n now dah besar...
So now just i cant feel the very uncomfortable feeling..
Sungguh la, tension je bila tak ngam...
Rasa cam tension yang amat...
Sikit pun ok...
Tapi langsung tak ngam lah....aiyooo!!!!how to handle this i dont know...
Still cannot communicate well..Still cannot bertolak ansur jugak...Still cannot go together..
& rasa if i talk, she also cannot understand..
At last, i yang rasa tension & bersalah teramat....
So rasanya keep silence & be patience are the best way..
Tapi tak tahu sampai bila boleh tahan sebab skang asyik2 nak meletup je..& make a sin also..
Really...really...really stress yang amat, yang amat, yang amat....



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